FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN β is one of lifeβs constants. Becoming a parent, doing your taxes for the first time, and eating a Jack in the Box taco all play a part in testing your will and unraveling what it means to be human. Taking a leap of faith is never easy, but it radically pushes growth (as does reflecting on old behavior). 17-year-old singer-songwriter Anabella Paige faces mystery head-on and without fear, but she also doesnβt mind looking in the rearview mirror. Whatβs bold, new movement without checking whatβs behind you?
Paige is fresh off her first tour opening for ROSIE, a nine-show East Coast trek. In the twilight of her high school career, sheβs primed to make some serious waves. Her second single, βThis I Miss,β features the layered strings and precise piano keys of βA Prayerβ by The OβJays. Paigeβs vocal tones sway from speeding raindrops down a deep lake, drifting away like a fluttering feather.
Read below as Luna chats with the singer-songwriter about her inspirations, βThis I Miss,β and what her songwriting process is like.
Photo by Sophie Hur
LUNA: Are you attending school at the moment?
PAIGE: Yeah, Iβm attending a school called PCS [Professional Childrenβs School]. I love it. Itβs perfect for what Iβm doing because it allowed me to tour in the middle of finals week. I donβt know any other school that would be that lenient or helpful.
LUNA: Weβll get into your touring experience in a minute, but touring mirrors your grade school experience quite a bit.
PAIGE: It was a lot of movement. I was born in South Carolina before moving to Washington, D.C. From there I moved to Bucks County, Pennsylvania to Main Line, PA and then to New York. Nine different schools along the way.
LUNA: What were the circumstances? How did that affect your childhood?
PAIGE: My parentsβ jobs always required us to move. I was always thankful for the different experiences because it made me into a person thatβs loved change. Whenever things stay the same for too long, I tend to search for something different. That part of me has remained the one constant.
LUNA: What did you grow up listening to? Also equally important, what did your parents listen to?
PAIGE: There was a lot of James Taylor, Norah Jones, Frank Sinatra. My dad was also a Deadhead, so it was just a huge assortment. As for me, there wasnβt anything that really shaped my taste. It wasnβt so much listening to that music but loving new music that samples it.
LUNA: No awkward phases during middle school?
PAIGE: I had a country phase. It was short-lived, but it was there. I was really into pop as well, but I tend to associate specific songs with the stages of my life.
LUNA: Thereβs a lot of singer-songwriter influence in your early days. What was your relationship with singing like?
PAIGE: Iβve always loved to sing but I did a lot of choir, which I absolutely hated. I remember driving to choir practice one time and jumping out of the moving car. Later on, I entered this IMTA [International Modeling and Talent Association] singing competition where Iβd sing in front of a panel of music executives. Theyβd select people they like and record in a studio.
LUNA: Do you remember that performance?
PAIGE: I do. This woman asked me to sing any song just then and there, and I ended up singing βIsnβt She Lovelyβ by Stevie Wonder.
LUNA: So they picked you, and what was your first studio sesh like?
PAIGE: When I first stepped foot into a studio, I fell in love with the construction of music. The aspect of physically building a song from a foundation excited me. It made me realize I didnβt have to only sing β I could use my artistic skills and innovation to make this hobby a business. I wrote three songs when I was there β¦ I was fourteen. My first single, βBandage,β was released back in April, and it sounds a lot different now.
LUNA: Letβs talk about your new single, βThis I Miss.β
PAIGE: Iβve always been really drawn to samples and was talking to my producer and co-writer, Henry Bloomfield. We started looking at all the available songs to sample and stumbled upon βA Prayerβ by the OβJays. We picked parts of the song that we loved and I picked out two words: βspiritβ and βheavenly.β We constructed the song around those two words.
LUNA: βThis I Missβ alludes to a relationship. Was it based on personal experience?
PAIGE: I was anticipating the end of a relationship, but I decided to think of it in a new way. It doesnβt have to be this world-ending experience, but rather an end that you can look fondly back on. It was great for what it was and it served a purpose and time in my life. I wanted to capture that sentiment.
LUNA: What was this songβs songwriting process?
PAIGE: I was out at my very parentsβ secluded, middle-of-nowhere house in Connecticut. I was listening to the track repeatedly and I kept those two words in mind. I wanted my melody to weave in and out of the track, not just laid on top of the draft. Then I imagined how to capture a heavenly relationship, or a heavenly life in general. If it wasnβt for this sample, I probably wouldnβt have gone to those places or used those words.
LUNA: I was blown away because I thought, βWhat does this teenager know about the OβJays? I barely know about the OβJays,β but I loved the way you and Henry incorporated the instrumentation from the original. Thereβs a lot of talk about lazy pop music samples lately.
PAIGE: Yeah, sampling is maybe seen as a little controversial nowadays. I think itβs an exciting way to introduce current audiences to old artists. The beauty of music is that we can use and reinvent things weβve heard before.
LUNA: Are you tired of people telling you that youβre wise beyond your age? I have to keep checking my notes to remind myself that you are still seventeen.
PAIGE: Tired of it? I think itβs pretty flattering and interesting, but Iβm never really quite sure how to respond. I canβt say Iβm tired of it, but I hope it fuels some of my writing.
